Letter to me

I want to talk about the creativity. Personally, I don´t consider me a creative person despite being a drawer. I think that I´m like a photocopier. When I see something that I love I feel that I want to draw it. However I haven´t felt that ``love´´ for something again. Sometimes I think my ``Artist me´´ is dying and that makes me feel sad. I am also a writer however, I used to write much more. Now, I am not writing much... It sucks. Why is this happening? Is because I´m growing up? If it is, I think I don´t want to grow...
I don´t want to lose my-self.
I don´t want to lose my creativity.
I don´t want to lose my little artist me.